Feeling a bit sad now..cos of something i read..sometimes I wonder whether it pays to be what I am..I will never break the good friendship that you guys have..if I could turn back time..I will do anything I can to save it..but will anyone ever ever ever appreciate it if I made the effort to save it..I'm beginning to only trust in myself even more..when will I ever get out of this black pit of despair..as long as I see it..I will never get out..so..please avoid me as much as you can..do wadever u can to make me dislike it..do wadever it takes to take the memory away from me..afterall..wad has happened is all because of me..so just ignore me..I long to be forgotten..so grant me my wish..I will be more den happy........